always__forever

always__forever @ 2004-04-13T00:09:00

2004-04-13T04:34:26Z

The essentials..
Name- Missy
Age- 15
Sex- Female
Birthday- September 18, 1988
Location- Long Island, NY
Siblings- Craig, Cheryl, and Michelle
Shoe size- 5 or 6
Hair color- right now its like brownish redish...naturally brown though
First crush- i think it was this boy in second grade
Crush- <3 joseph
Color of your room- white
Righty or lefty- righty
Hobbies- dont have one...
Sign- virgo

Questions on guys, for girls to fill out
Boxers/briefs- boxers are fun
Long/short hair- short brown is good for me
Tall or short- abnormally tall haha <3
Pack/muscular arms- arms
Good/bad guy- good boy
Ear pierced, or not?- doesnt matter
Tan or fair- tan
Freckles or none- doesnt matter
Stubble or neatly shaved- stubble but neatly shaved for nice places
Accent or american- american
Would you ever go out with someone whos ugly?- joseph is gorgeous so i dont think so
Punk or prep- joseph lol

Friends...
My friends- are great
Friends that you look like- none
You go to for advice- joseph or jessica
Who do you tell all ur secrets to?- joseph
Who is your best friend(s)? joseph
Who are your other closest friends? they know who they are

Your favorites..
Color- blue
Number- 8
Movie- labyrinth
Subject- umm
Song- a few...
Sport to watch- football
Favorite drink- strawberry daquiri
Truth or dare- dare
Ocean or pool- pool
Love or lust- Love
Silver or gold- silver
Diamonds or pearls- diamonds
Sunset or sunrise- sunset
Showers or bubble baths- showers to get clean, bubble bath to relax

Have you ever...
Been kissed? yes ma'am
Eaten an entire box of Oreos? nope
Been on stage? yes
Gotten in a car accident? no
Watched "Punky Brewster"? nope
Been in love? yes

Favorites...
Shampoo: pantene pro-v
Toothpaste: crest
Soap: bath and body works
Type of soup: ramen :)
Room in your house: my room
Instrument: none

Either/Or..
Coffee or hot chocolate? both
Big or little? joseph is big and i am little so both
Lace or satin? Satin
New or old? depends
Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? jennifer
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? brad
Vogue or Material Girl? material girl
Jeans or cords? jeans
Sweater or sweatshirt? sweater
T shirt or tank top? t shirt
Skirt or dress? skirt
Wool or cotton? cotton
Rose or Lily? Rose
The way it is or the way it was? the way it is
Oldies or pop?oldies

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes sir

Do you have a best friend? yes

In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cried? no
Helped someone? yes
Bought something? yes
Gotten sick? no
Gone to the movies? no
Gone out for dinner? no
Said "I love you"? yes
Written a real letter? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? this thing now
Talked to someone you have a crush on? i missed his callll :(
Had a serious talk? no
Missed someone? like you wouldnt believe
Hugged someone? no
Fought with your parents? no
Fought with a friend? no

Do you.....
Wear eye shadow? sometimes
Put on a "front"? i try not to
Kiss on the first date? sure
Have a crush on someone? joseph is my world <3
Eat with your mouth open? nope
If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would be? on my back and a hawaiian flower

What color is your floor/carpet in your room? light pink

What was the last CD you bought? i dont buy cds too much

How did you spend last summer? um mostly in my house or out getting drunk and partying

When's the last time you showered? this afternoon

Are you tired? yes

Are you lonely? like you wouldnt believe

Are you happy? im alright but ill be back to normal on saturday

Are you wearing pajamas? yes

Are you talking to someone online? yes

What is your astrological sign? virgo

What is the sign of your crush/interest/spouse? virgo

What time is it? 12:33

always__forever @ 2004-04-09T10:43:00

2004-04-09T14:42:48Z

grr i keep missing him everytime he comes onnnnn. i hope i get to actually talk to him today. last night was Danielles Sweet 16. i had fun and she looked gorgeous. me and jess had some nice talks haha. kaite came down last night. i only got to see her in the car because her and cheryl slept at eleanas. nothing interesting to sayyy goodbye

yay im happy

2004-04-08T02:17:26Z

i talked to mi amor before. thank god i missed him so much. those few minutes of talking to him made me happy. im so happy that hes having a good time. knowing that makes me happy too. every little thing he says makes me smile. hes wonderful and i love him always and forever. hes the first boy in forever to make me feel this special and good inside. i know my heart is safe with him.
today i got the hair cut a little and thats all for now. alrighty byee.

i believe in a thing called love

2004-04-07T03:38:35Z

this morning i was woken up to sara humping me telling me im going to breakfast. so we went out to ihop for saras 17th birthday. this older couple was staring at us and i happen to be telling a story at the time. well, as it turns out, part of the story consisted of "FUCK YOU" and me being the dumb girl i am scream that out so all the people around us went silent. at first i didnt realize what i did but then that all the girls starting cracking up and i turned around and the woman that was staring looked offended. oops!haha oh well they'll live. i was going to go to fitz's since he was having a party but i bailed last minute for some reason. i just had a bad feeling about something. well tomorrow i get my hair cut. and i plan on going tanning. i dont want to still be all pale when joey comes back all crispy. i want my ass to be tan anyways. last night i dressed up as christina and took a bajillion pictures. it was fun. i know i should be going out and having fun but im feeling very down. i need some time alone so i can sort myself out and stop being so depressed. im a loser and need a life, but whenever i have the chance to actually have one, i bail. god i suck at life. i want to be around people but when im actually out all i want to do is go back home. this needs to change...like now. i have a feeling ill end up spending this whole vacation in the house. the only time ill leave is when kaite and chelsea come down, i dont want to bore them while they are here. it all seems so far away. easter is in 5 days. im not in the easter mood, maybe its because the weather is so crappy. it doesnt feel like spring yet. once the weather gets warmer ill be in better moods more often.uhmm time to stop babbling...i think another survey will work...brace yourself its a long one.

Name: missy

Name on birth certificate: melissa marie reinheimer

Nicknames: missy, miss miss, missyfer

Screen Name: italiansweety543

yahoo: nope

When is your birthday?: 9-18-88

Eye color: brown

Hair color: brownish, reddish, blackish...multicolor :)

Natural Hair Color: brown

Who do you love/like: Joseph Lundgren

Who is your best friend?: cheryl, joseph

Who is your girl crush?: no thanks

Who is your boy crush?: joseph, but its more than a crush

Your favorite people? (Up to 10):

1 -- joseph <33
2 -- cheryl
3 -- jessica
4 -- brucy
5 -- sara
6 -- craig
7 -- christina
8 --
9 --
10 -

~RIGHT NOW~

Outfit: t-shirt, garfield pants, socks, underwear.

Hairstyle: pony tail

Jewelry/Accessories: rings

Underwear: white

Do drugs: not really

Wear dark colors: yeah

Dye your hair: havent in a long time because joeys thinks my natural color is pretty and isnt a fan of the red that i had

Shave strange places: you dont need to know that

~HAVE YOU EVER~

Kissed someone: yes

Killed someone: nope

Been raped: nope

Smoked: yes

Gotten Drunk: but of course

Worn rainbow: possibly

Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes

Left the country: nope

Had a party with over 30 people: yes

Taken nude pictures: nope

Stolen something: nothing big

Caught something on fire: hair has been singed but nothing serious

Cheated on someone: never have, never will

Wanted to cheat on someone: never

Asked someone out: yes

Been dumped: yes

Dumped someone: yes

Had a dream, then the next day it happens: yes and its scary as hell.

~PICK ONE~

Cat/Dog: cat

White/Black: black

Hot/Cold: neither. i like warm

Far/Near: near

Water/Land: depending on my mood

Kiss/Sex: both

Online/Phone: phone

Beer/Book: drinking beer while reading a book

Novel/Poetry: novel

Music/Silence: music

~DREAM MATE~

Shall I describe my loved one?: joseph lundgren

Short/Long Hair: short

Preppy/Dorky/Druggie: joey

Freckles/No Freckles: little ones or none

Hair Color: brown

Hat/No hat: either is fine with me

Fat/Thin: neither..more like joey

Makeup/No Makeup: none or a little

Dressy/Casual: casual most of the time...but dressy when appropriate

Holding hands/Holding 'other body parts': holding hands

~LAST PERSON~

You Touched: cheryl

You Talked to in person: mom Online: melissa

You Hugged: cheryl

You Kissed: joseph

Had sex with: i think we all know

You Instant messaged: mel

Who broke your heart: nope

~ARE YOU~

Understanding: yes

Open-minded: yes

Arrogant: i can be

Insecure: very

Interesting: i dont think so

Hungry: no

Smart: yes

Moody: sometimes

Childish: i can be

Independent: in certain aspects

Hard working: if i want it bad enough

Healthy: yes

Emotionally Stable: somewhat

Shy: no

Difficult: very

Attractive: i am told i am bautiful but i dont think so

Bored Easily: yes

Thirsty: a little

Obsessed: i like to think i dont get obsessed

Angry: no

Sad: right now, yes

Happy: at the moment, no

Trusting: i try, i really do

Ill: a little

Talkative: yes

Ignored: at times i feel i am

Reliable: yes

Self-disciplined: no

Sleepy: yes

Lonely: at the moment

~ WORD ASSOCIATION ~

-Dog: pongo
-Brown: hair
-Hot: shit
-Water: blue
-Bed: smells good
-Flower: rose
-Cold: ugh
-Love: joseph
-Cow: tipping
-Car: driving
-Sex: amazing
-Phone: joseph
-Ring: phone
-God: is fake
-Friend: fun
-Swim: summer
-Rock: n' roll
-Sweet: heart
-Bad: sad
-Tree: tall
-School: is almost over
-Summer: is fun
-Picture: are very important
-Fast: car
-Boat: fishing
-Shower: clean
-Feather: chickens
-Ear: nibble
-Vomit: cheryls car
-Baby: cassidy jade
-Light: blue
-Blood: makes me sick

~ DO YOU... ~
-Have a boat?: no
-Have a pool?: yes
-Have cable?: yes
-Watch MTV?: only some shows
-Sleep nude?: once in a while
-Have a waterbed?: no
-Like cookies?: love them
-Have DVDs?: yes
-Like cheese?: yes
-Have a watch?: nope
-Have ICQ?: no clue
-Sing in the shower?: yes
-Have a cell phone?: no
-Keep a photo album?: yes
-Drink water?: yes
-Like roller coasters?: love them
-Drive?: no
-Have a best friend?: yes
-Know what TVU is?: no
-Listen to online radio stations?: no
-Send e-mail forwards?: no
-Like the heat?: yes

~ FOOD (DO YOU LIKE...) ~
-Tacos?: yes
-Bread?: yes
-Veggies?: not really
-Pizza?: yes
-Doritoes?: the blue ones
-Pretzels?: yes
-Chocolate?: yes
-Garlic?: yes
-Veal?: its alright
-Hamburgers?: no
-Chicken?: yes
-Hot dogs?: only on the barbeque
-Ice cream?: yes
-Hot Pockets?: yes
-Popcorn?: yes
-Pop Tarts?: yes
-Salad?: yes
-Coke?: yes
-Pepsi?: yes
-Gatorade?: yes

~ LIVEJOURNAL ~
-How many times do you update your journal?: i just started it but everyday so far
-How many hours do you spend on here?: a few
-How does your journal look?: plain
-How many icons do you have?: none
-Can you do any of those cool LiveJournal overrides?: no
-Do you have music on your journal?: no, i didnt know you could do that
-Do you update your journal with font colors?: no
-How many communities do you belong to?: none
-Do you remember your very first entry?: yes
-When did you join LiveJournal?: yesterday
-How many LiveJournal Blurty friends do you have?: 1 at the moment haha
-Is your journal public or friend's only?: public

~ HAVE YOU EVER... ~
-Bunji jumped?: no
-Gotten a tattoo?: no
-Sky dived?: no
-Skinny dipped?: no
-Gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole?: no
-Had pop rocks and coke together?: no
-Played truth or dare?: yes
-Kissed for more than 10 minutes at one time?: yes
-Made a prank phone call?: yes
-Flashed someone?: yes
-Set anything on fire?: yes
-Eaten snow?: yes
-Puked on someone you really liked?: uhh noo
-eaten pure sugar?: yes
-Mixed sodas together?: yes
-Had sushi?: definitely not
-Worn a thong or speedo bathing suit?: nope
-Had dejavu?: all the time
-Hung up on someone?: yes
-Used all cuss words in a sentence?: no
-Had the cops called on you?: only because of my retarded neighbor
-Stayed up for more than 24 hrs straight?: yes
-Stood on your head and drank milk?: no
-Cried during a movie?: of course
-Swallowed gum?: yes
-Said, "I love you" and not meant it?: no
-Eaten glue?: yes
-Slept for more than 15 hrs?: yes
-Been on a train?: yes

~ FINISH THE SENTENCE ~
-I would like to go... to talk to joseph
-I want... be talking to him
-I need... to speak with him
-More than anything I... want to hear his voice
-If I won the lottery... i wouldnt be here any more
-I love... joseph
-I see... the phone
-My dream concert would be... not sure
-The last thing I did was... itch my arm
-The last person I hugged was... cheryl
-I yelled at... mom
-I cried when... i cry all the time
-If I could have one pet it would be... i have pets
-Last night... i fell asleep sad.
-Right now... im tired and lonely
-Love is... wonderful
-I hate... asshole jerks
-My favorite phrase is... thats fine
-The last person I saw was... mom
-My parents... are alright.
-God is... fake
-My favorite sport is... being lazy
-My favorite band is... i dont have a favorite
-I last ate... a granola bar
-I'd like to... talk to him
-On a scale of 1-10, I rate this survey... boring

~ WHO ~
Who is your best friend?: joseph
Who do you like?: joseph
Who is your mom?: chris
Who owns your house? my mom

oh jesus that was so long. im done for the evening. goodnight.

you're here theres nothing i fear*

2004-04-06T01:50:19Z

first day of spring break and im so bored i make one of these things. im sure ill be updating daily during this vacation. well this morning joseph left for cancun. i miss him so incredibly much already and it hasnt even been a full day without him. this is going to be a lonngg 2 weeks. i cant wait until he comes back. kaite and chels are coming down on the 14th! i cant wait! i miss both of them so much! and kaite can finally approve of joey! haha. maybe me and cheryl can take a trip to new jersey to see courtney, erin and cassidy. oh man cassidy is already a few months old and i havent even seen her yet! dad is finally going to do my bathroom. i cant wait until i have my own shower again. my house is such a mess, im going to be doing alloott of spring cleaning this week. im going through all the shit i have in my room and throwing it out. i obviously dont need it if i havent seen it in a year. this summer i need to paint and rearrange my room. joseph is going to be my sexy moving man since my furniture is too heavy for me to move. hes going to help me paint it too. :) i have the most amazing boyfriend any girl could ask for. the things he does for me are truly astonishing. uhmm...time for a survey now.

[Spell your first name backwards]: yssim

[The story behind your user name]: there is no story..

[Where do you live?]: on LI in Ridge

DESCRIBE YOUR:

[Wallet]: dont have one

[Jewelry worn daily]: my rings

[Shoes]: vans

[Handbag]: dont have one of those either

[Favorite top]: a green shirt with a white one underneath from kohls

[Perfume/Cologne]: occasionally nautica

[Piercing]: Ears

[What you are wearing now]: pink pajama pants, hurley hoodie, a t-shirt, bra, underwear, socks.

[Makeup]: None

[On my mind]: joseph

[Wishing]: that he was here with me right at this moment

[Talking to]: No one

[Eating]: nothing

[Favorite movie]: Labyrinth

[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: joey coming home,seeing kaite and chels, summer, end of school.

[The last thing you ate?]: pizza

[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: clowns

[Do you believe in love]: Yes

[Do you believe in soul mates]: yes

[Do you believe in love at first sight]: No

[Do you believe in forgiveness]: depending on the situation

[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: anything really, mostly chocolate though.

[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: life

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: yes. kaite, chels, court, erin

In the last 24 hours, have you:

[Cried?]: yes

[Gotten sick]: no

[Eaten?]: Yeah

[Been kissed?]: yes

[Felt stupid?]: yes

[Told someone you loved them]: yes joey

[Met someone new?]: no

[Moved on?]: nothing to move on from so no

[Talked to an ex?]: no

[Missed an ex?]: no

[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: if you count joey as a crush then yeah

[Had a serious talk?]: somewhat serious

[Hugged someone?]: yes

[Fought with your parents?]: no

[Done something your parents said no to]: probably

[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: on a date

[Where is the best hangout?]: anywhere im comfortable

[Do you have a job?]: no

Who:

[Do you like being around people?]: only some people

[Have you known the longest]: cheryl

[Do you argue the most with?]: probably katelyn

[Do you always get along with?]: Joseph

[Most Trustworthy?]: joseph

[Makes you laugh the most?]: everyone has their moments

[Has been there through all the hard times?]: cheryl

[Has the coolest parents?]: jessyca

[Has the coolest siblings?]: not sure

[Is the most blunt?]: not sure

[Is the smartest?]: probably joseph or me, but everyone is smart in one aspect or another

Other stuff:

[Who is your role model?]: hmm...i dont think i have one

[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?]: who hasnt?

[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: yeah

[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]: not really.

[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you]: yes

[Rather be the dumper or dumped?]: neither

[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: relationship.

[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: yeah

[Want to get married?]: yeah

[Want kids?]: yeah

[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?]: no

[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: i dont have a favorite part.

[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: im honest with people when they do something that bothers me

[Are you happy with you?]: sometimes

[Are you happy with your life?]: actually, yes.

always__forever

always__forever @ 2004-04-13T00:09:00

always__forever @ 2004-04-09T10:43:00

yay im happy

*i believe in a thing called love*

you're here theres nothing i fear*

i believe in a thing called love