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Tuesday, April 13, 2004
12:09AM
The essentials..
Name- Missy
Age- 15
Sex- Female
Birthday- September 18, 1988
Location- Long Island, NY
Siblings- Craig, Cheryl, and Michelle
Shoe size- 5 or 6
Hair color- right now its like brownish redish...naturally brown though
First crush- i think it was this boy in second grade
Crush- <3 joseph
Color of your room- white
Righty or lefty- righty
Hobbies- dont have one...
Sign- virgo
Questions on guys, for girls to fill out
Boxers/briefs- boxers are fun
Long/short hair- short brown is good for me
Tall or short- abnormally tall haha <3
Pack/muscular arms- arms
Good/bad guy- good boy
Ear pierced, or not?- doesnt matter
Tan or fair- tan
Freckles or none- doesnt matter
Stubble or neatly shaved- stubble but neatly shaved for nice places
Accent or american- american
Would you ever go out with someone whos ugly?- joseph is gorgeous so i dont think so
Punk or prep- joseph lol
Friends...
My friends- are great
Friends that you look like- none
You go to for advice- joseph or jessica
Who do you tell all ur secrets to?- joseph
Who is your best friend(s)? joseph
Who are your other closest friends? they know who they are
Your favorites..
Color- blue
Number- 8
Movie- labyrinth
Subject- umm
Song- a few...
Sport to watch- football
Favorite drink- strawberry daquiri
Truth or dare- dare
Ocean or pool- pool
Love or lust- Love
Silver or gold- silver
Diamonds or pearls- diamonds
Sunset or sunrise- sunset
Showers or bubble baths- showers to get clean, bubble bath to relax
Have you ever...
Been kissed? yes ma'am
Eaten an entire box of Oreos? nope
Been on stage? yes
Gotten in a car accident? no
Watched "Punky Brewster"? nope
Been in love? yes
Favorites...
Shampoo: pantene pro-v
Toothpaste: crest
Soap: bath and body works
Type of soup: ramen :)
Room in your house: my room
Instrument: none
Either/Or..
Coffee or hot chocolate? both
Big or little? joseph is big and i am little so both
Lace or satin? Satin
New or old? depends
Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? jennifer
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? brad
Vogue or Material Girl? material girl
Jeans or cords? jeans
Sweater or sweatshirt? sweater
T shirt or tank top? t shirt
Skirt or dress? skirt
Wool or cotton? cotton
Rose or Lily? Rose
The way it is or the way it was? the way it is
Oldies or pop?oldies
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes sir
Do you have a best friend? yes
In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cried? no
Helped someone? yes
Bought something? yes
Gotten sick? no
Gone to the movies? no
Gone out for dinner? no
Said "I love you"? yes
Written a real letter? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? this thing now
Talked to someone you have a crush on? i missed his callll :(
Had a serious talk? no
Missed someone? like you wouldnt believe
Hugged someone? no
Fought with your parents? no
Fought with a friend? no
Do you.....
Wear eye shadow? sometimes
Put on a "front"? i try not to
Kiss on the first date? sure
Have a crush on someone? joseph is my world <3
Eat with your mouth open? nope
If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would be? on my back and a hawaiian flower
What color is your floor/carpet in your room? light pink
What was the last CD you bought? i dont buy cds too much
How did you spend last summer? um mostly in my house or out getting drunk and partying
When's the last time you showered? this afternoon
Are you tired? yes
Are you lonely? like you wouldnt believe
Are you happy? im alright but ill be back to normal on saturday
Are you wearing pajamas? yes
Are you talking to someone online? yes
What is your astrological sign? virgo
What is the sign of your crush/interest/spouse? virgo
What time is it? 12:33
Current mood:  content
Friday, April 9, 2004
10:43AM
grr i keep missing him everytime he comes onnnnn. i hope i get to actually talk to him today. last night was Danielles Sweet 16. i had fun and she looked gorgeous. me and jess had some nice talks haha. kaite came down last night. i only got to see her in the car because her and cheryl slept at eleanas. nothing interesting to sayyy goodbye
Current mood:  anxious
Wednesday, April 7, 2004
i talked to mi amor before. thank god i missed him so much. those few minutes of talking to him made me happy. im so happy that hes having a good time. knowing that makes me happy too. every little thing he says makes me smile. hes wonderful and i love him always and forever. hes the first boy in forever to make me feel this special and good inside. i know my heart is safe with him.
today i got the hair cut a little and thats all for now. alrighty byee.
Current mood:  relieved Current music: something michelle has on...
Tuesday, April 6, 2004
this morning i was woken up to sara humping me telling me im going to breakfast. so we went out to ihop for saras 17th birthday. this older couple was staring at us and i happen to be telling a story at the time. well, as it turns out, part of the story consisted of "FUCK YOU" and me being the dumb girl i am scream that out so all the people around us went silent. at first i didnt realize what i did but then that all the girls starting cracking up and i turned around and the woman that was staring looked offended. oops!haha oh well they'll live. i was going to go to fitz's since he was having a party but i bailed last minute for some reason. i just had a bad feeling about something. well tomorrow i get my hair cut. and i plan on going tanning. i dont want to still be all pale when joey comes back all crispy. i want my ass to be tan anyways. last night i dressed up as christina and took a bajillion pictures. it was fun. i know i should be going out and having fun but im feeling very down. i need some time alone so i can sort myself out and stop being so depressed. im a loser and need a life, but whenever i have the chance to actually have one, i bail. god i suck at life. i want to be around people but when im actually out all i want to do is go back home. this needs to change...like now. i have a feeling ill end up spending this whole vacation in the house. the only time ill leave is when kaite and chelsea come down, i dont want to bore them while they are here. it all seems so far away. easter is in 5 days. im not in the easter mood, maybe its because the weather is so crappy. it doesnt feel like spring yet. once the weather gets warmer ill be in better moods more often.uhmm time to stop babbling...i think another survey will work...brace yourself its a long one.
Name: missy
Name on birth certificate: melissa marie reinheimer
Nicknames: missy, miss miss, missyfer
Screen Name: italiansweety543
yahoo: nope
When is your birthday?: 9-18-88
Eye color: brown
Hair color: brownish, reddish, blackish...multicolor :)
Natural Hair Color: brown
Who do you love/like: Joseph Lundgren
Who is your best friend?: cheryl, joseph
Who is your girl crush?: no thanks
Who is your boy crush?: joseph, but its more than a crush
Your favorite people? (Up to 10):
1 -- joseph <33
2 -- cheryl
3 -- jessica
4 -- brucy
5 -- sara
6 -- craig
7 -- christina
8 --
9 --
10 -
~RIGHT NOW~
Outfit: t-shirt, garfield pants, socks, underwear.
Hairstyle: pony tail
Jewelry/Accessories: rings
Underwear: white
Do drugs: not really
Wear dark colors: yeah
Dye your hair: havent in a long time because joeys thinks my natural color is pretty and isnt a fan of the red that i had
Shave strange places: you dont need to know that
~HAVE YOU EVER~
Kissed someone: yes
Killed someone: nope
Been raped: nope
Smoked: yes
Gotten Drunk: but of course
Worn rainbow: possibly
Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes
Left the country: nope
Had a party with over 30 people: yes
Taken nude pictures: nope
Stolen something: nothing big
Caught something on fire: hair has been singed but nothing serious
Cheated on someone: never have, never will
Wanted to cheat on someone: never
Asked someone out: yes
Been dumped: yes
Dumped someone: yes
Had a dream, then the next day it happens: yes and its scary as hell.
~PICK ONE~
Cat/Dog: cat
White/Black: black
Hot/Cold: neither. i like warm
Far/Near: near
Water/Land: depending on my mood
Kiss/Sex: both
Online/Phone: phone
Beer/Book: drinking beer while reading a book
Novel/Poetry: novel
Music/Silence: music
~DREAM MATE~
Shall I describe my loved one?: joseph lundgren
Short/Long Hair: short
Preppy/Dorky/Druggie: joey
Freckles/No Freckles: little ones or none
Hair Color: brown
Hat/No hat: either is fine with me
Fat/Thin: neither..more like joey
Makeup/No Makeup: none or a little
Dressy/Casual: casual most of the time...but dressy when appropriate
Holding hands/Holding 'other body parts': holding hands
~LAST PERSON~
You Touched: cheryl
You Talked to in person: mom Online: melissa
You Hugged: cheryl
You Kissed: joseph
Had sex with: i think we all know
You Instant messaged: mel
Who broke your heart: nope
~ARE YOU~
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: yes
Arrogant: i can be
Insecure: very
Interesting: i dont think so
Hungry: no
Smart: yes
Moody: sometimes
Childish: i can be
Independent: in certain aspects
Hard working: if i want it bad enough
Healthy: yes
Emotionally Stable: somewhat
Shy: no
Difficult: very
Attractive: i am told i am bautiful but i dont think so
Bored Easily: yes
Thirsty: a little
Obsessed: i like to think i dont get obsessed
Angry: no
Sad: right now, yes
Happy: at the moment, no
Trusting: i try, i really do
Ill: a little
Talkative: yes
Ignored: at times i feel i am
Reliable: yes
Self-disciplined: no
Sleepy: yes
Lonely: at the moment
~ WORD ASSOCIATION ~
-Dog: pongo
-Brown: hair
-Hot: shit
-Water: blue
-Bed: smells good
-Flower: rose
-Cold: ugh
-Love: joseph
-Cow: tipping
-Car: driving
-Sex: amazing
-Phone: joseph
-Ring: phone
-God: is fake
-Friend: fun
-Swim: summer
-Rock: n' roll
-Sweet: heart
-Bad: sad
-Tree: tall
-School: is almost over
-Summer: is fun
-Picture: are very important
-Fast: car
-Boat: fishing
-Shower: clean
-Feather: chickens
-Ear: nibble
-Vomit: cheryls car
-Baby: cassidy jade
-Light: blue
-Blood: makes me sick
~ DO YOU... ~
-Have a boat?: no
-Have a pool?: yes
-Have cable?: yes
-Watch MTV?: only some shows
-Sleep nude?: once in a while
-Have a waterbed?: no
-Like cookies?: love them
-Have DVDs?: yes
-Like cheese?: yes
-Have a watch?: nope
-Have ICQ?: no clue
-Sing in the shower?: yes
-Have a cell phone?: no
-Keep a photo album?: yes
-Drink water?: yes
-Like roller coasters?: love them
-Drive?: no
-Have a best friend?: yes
-Know what TVU is?: no
-Listen to online radio stations?: no
-Send e-mail forwards?: no
-Like the heat?: yes
~ FOOD (DO YOU LIKE...) ~
-Tacos?: yes
-Bread?: yes
-Veggies?: not really
-Pizza?: yes
-Doritoes?: the blue ones
-Pretzels?: yes
-Chocolate?: yes
-Garlic?: yes
-Veal?: its alright
-Hamburgers?: no
-Chicken?: yes
-Hot dogs?: only on the barbeque
-Ice cream?: yes
-Hot Pockets?: yes
-Popcorn?: yes
-Pop Tarts?: yes
-Salad?: yes
-Coke?: yes
-Pepsi?: yes
-Gatorade?: yes
~ LIVEJOURNAL ~
-How many times do you update your journal?: i just started it but everyday so far
-How many hours do you spend on here?: a few
-How does your journal look?: plain
-How many icons do you have?: none
-Can you do any of those cool LiveJournal overrides?: no
-Do you have music on your journal?: no, i didnt know you could do that
-Do you update your journal with font colors?: no
-How many communities do you belong to?: none
-Do you remember your very first entry?: yes
-When did you join LiveJournal?: yesterday
-How many LiveJournal Blurty friends do you have?: 1 at the moment haha
-Is your journal public or friend's only?: public
~ HAVE YOU EVER... ~
-Bunji jumped?: no
-Gotten a tattoo?: no
-Sky dived?: no
-Skinny dipped?: no
-Gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole?: no
-Had pop rocks and coke together?: no
-Played truth or dare?: yes
-Kissed for more than 10 minutes at one time?: yes
-Made a prank phone call?: yes
-Flashed someone?: yes
-Set anything on fire?: yes
-Eaten snow?: yes
-Puked on someone you really liked?: uhh noo
-eaten pure sugar?: yes
-Mixed sodas together?: yes
-Had sushi?: definitely not
-Worn a thong or speedo bathing suit?: nope
-Had dejavu?: all the time
-Hung up on someone?: yes
-Used all cuss words in a sentence?: no
-Had the cops called on you?: only because of my retarded neighbor
-Stayed up for more than 24 hrs straight?: yes
-Stood on your head and drank milk?: no
-Cried during a movie?: of course
-Swallowed gum?: yes
-Said, "I love you" and not meant it?: no
-Eaten glue?: yes
-Slept for more than 15 hrs?: yes
-Been on a train?: yes
~ FINISH THE SENTENCE ~
-I would like to go... to talk to joseph
-I want... be talking to him
-I need... to speak with him
-More than anything I... want to hear his voice
-If I won the lottery... i wouldnt be here any more
-I love... joseph
-I see... the phone
-My dream concert would be... not sure
-The last thing I did was... itch my arm
-The last person I hugged was... cheryl
-I yelled at... mom
-I cried when... i cry all the time
-If I could have one pet it would be... i have pets
-Last night... i fell asleep sad.
-Right now... im tired and lonely
-Love is... wonderful
-I hate... asshole jerks
-My favorite phrase is... thats fine
-The last person I saw was... mom
-My parents... are alright.
-God is... fake
-My favorite sport is... being lazy
-My favorite band is... i dont have a favorite
-I last ate... a granola bar
-I'd like to... talk to him
-On a scale of 1-10, I rate this survey... boring
~ WHO ~
Who is your best friend?: joseph
Who do you like?: joseph
Who is your mom?: chris
Who owns your house? my mom
oh jesus that was so long. im done for the evening. goodnight.
Current mood: distressed Current music: my heart will go on <33
Monday, April 5, 2004
first day of spring break and im so bored i make one of these things. im sure ill be updating daily during this vacation. well this morning joseph left for cancun. i miss him so incredibly much already and it hasnt even been a full day without him. this is going to be a lonngg 2 weeks. i cant wait until he comes back. kaite and chels are coming down on the 14th! i cant wait! i miss both of them so much! and kaite can finally approve of joey! haha. maybe me and cheryl can take a trip to new jersey to see courtney, erin and cassidy. oh man cassidy is already a few months old and i havent even seen her yet! dad is finally going to do my bathroom. i cant wait until i have my own shower again. my house is such a mess, im going to be doing alloott of spring cleaning this week. im going through all the shit i have in my room and throwing it out. i obviously dont need it if i havent seen it in a year. this summer i need to paint and rearrange my room. joseph is going to be my sexy moving man since my furniture is too heavy for me to move. hes going to help me paint it too. :) i have the most amazing boyfriend any girl could ask for. the things he does for me are truly astonishing. uhmm...time for a survey now.
[Spell your first name backwards]: yssim
[The story behind your user name]: there is no story..
[Where do you live?]: on LI in Ridge
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[Wallet]: dont have one
[Jewelry worn daily]: my rings
[Shoes]: vans
[Handbag]: dont have one of those either
[Favorite top]: a green shirt with a white one underneath from kohls
[Perfume/Cologne]: occasionally nautica
[Piercing]: Ears
[What you are wearing now]: pink pajama pants, hurley hoodie, a t-shirt, bra, underwear, socks.
[Makeup]: None
[On my mind]: joseph
[Wishing]: that he was here with me right at this moment
[Talking to]: No one
[Eating]: nothing
[Favorite movie]: Labyrinth
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: joey coming home,seeing kaite and chels, summer, end of school.
[The last thing you ate?]: pizza
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: clowns
[Do you believe in love]: Yes
[Do you believe in soul mates]: yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: No
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: depending on the situation
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: anything really, mostly chocolate though.
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: life
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: yes. kaite, chels, court, erin
In the last 24 hours, have you:
[Cried?]: yes
[Gotten sick]: no
[Eaten?]: Yeah
[Been kissed?]: yes
[Felt stupid?]: yes
[Told someone you loved them]: yes joey
[Met someone new?]: no
[Moved on?]: nothing to move on from so no
[Talked to an ex?]: no
[Missed an ex?]: no
[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: if you count joey as a crush then yeah
[Had a serious talk?]: somewhat serious
[Hugged someone?]: yes
[Fought with your parents?]: no
[Done something your parents said no to]: probably
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: on a date
[Where is the best hangout?]: anywhere im comfortable
[Do you have a job?]: no
Who:
[Do you like being around people?]: only some people
[Have you known the longest]: cheryl
[Do you argue the most with?]: probably katelyn
[Do you always get along with?]: Joseph
[Most Trustworthy?]: joseph
[Makes you laugh the most?]: everyone has their moments
[Has been there through all the hard times?]: cheryl
[Has the coolest parents?]: jessyca
[Has the coolest siblings?]: not sure
[Is the most blunt?]: not sure
[Is the smartest?]: probably joseph or me, but everyone is smart in one aspect or another
Other stuff:
[Who is your role model?]: hmm...i dont think i have one
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?]: who hasnt?
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: yeah
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]: not really.
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you]: yes
[Rather be the dumper or dumped?]: neither
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: relationship.
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: yeah
[Want to get married?]: yeah
[Want kids?]: yeah
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?]: no
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: i dont have a favorite part.
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: im honest with people when they do something that bothers me
[Are you happy with you?]: sometimes
[Are you happy with your life?]: actually, yes.
Current mood:  exhausted
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